the biting truth

 

Monday, February 2, 2009

not me monday

i am joining the "Not Me!" Monday thing with MckMama. It is a time to fully confess while, well, not confessing.


FAT GIRL CONFESSIONS



It was not me who bought a dozen donuts. And ate them. One by one all day long. Not me. I do not know why the box is empty

It was not me who laid in bed crying in the arms of her hubby. Crying because of my addiction. I do not feel a desperation to loose all this awful weight. Not me. I like being fat

It was not me who dreaded weighing in on Feb 1st (my self-appointed day of reckoning). I did not glare darkly at the bathroom scales. Which are not still hiding under the bathroom cabinet. I did not brave those darn scales. I did not have a mini-celebration when I saw the horrid numbers drop. Slightly. It was so not good. Ah.

12 comments:

Domestically Disabled Girl said...

Hey, it is hard on all of us. I have done the same things, and felt the guilt and shame afterward. Just know that you are loved!

Domestically Disabled Girl said...

Hey, it is hard on all of us. I have done the same things, and felt the guilt and shame afterward. Just know that you are loved!

Dana-from chaos to Grace said...

WOOHOOOO on those numbers going DOWN!! I'm so right there with ya sistah...except well...it was MY FAT BUTT sleeping in til 6:20 this morning and NOT going to work out like I was supposed to...grrrr...ya know, just give me the lap band and let's get this whole thing over with...LOL

My Kids Mom said...

Congratulations on your weight loss! I'm right about where you are...and at 5'4" isn't a healthy weight for me to say the least! I also do not hide my scale behind a cabinet in the bathroom...I weigh myself often to keep on top of things right?!> Keep it up!

dmelen said...

Congrats on the weight loss. I to like being fat. NOT!! Hang in there!

Alicia said...

Great Not Me's! I am so proud of you...and if it makes you feel better I have NOT done any of what you just said:)

tmm said...

Congrats on your 9 lbs weight loss!! It is a long tiring journey, but it will be worth it so that YOU feel happy!!

And I don't hid my scales~~~~and want to throw them out the window~~either!!!!

I can;t wait to see how your journey goes.

Tammy

Jenn(ifer) said...

Aw dear! I had a rough weekend myself. My love of ice cream got the best of me. Oh I mean, Not me!LoL

::HUGS::

Secret Mom Thoughts said...

I'm struggling too. Good luck to you on Feb. 1

Natalie said...

Hm, I don't know if that first comment made it, it said ERROR...

However, congrats on the Weightloss and thanks for sharing a very brave and honest NOT ME!

LeAnn said...

Ugh! I hear you I have NotMe NOT been obese since I was 5 years old and it is sooo NOT terrific!
Keep on working at it!!!
LeAnn

Stacey said...

Just found and became a follower of your blog...great not me's...I do NOT have any idea of how you feel, and most certainly do NOT have my own weight problem that needs to be taken care of. I love those pesky 90 pounds hanging around...I do NOT hide my own scale under the bathroom sink! Ha! Congrats on the loss...